Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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I went out with some people from work last night, had a few drinks and a bit of a laugh. It was an okay night – nothing special, but it’s nice to get out and do something, isn’t it? I wasn’t really drunk, just a bit tipsy, and I got home at a reasonable hour and went straight to bed. Read the rest of this entry »


Once again, nothing has changed, but everything has.

I have spent…well, quite some time, I think, before today, genuinely considering and planning and fantasising about my death. How long, I don’t know. Looking back through this blog tells me it’s about 2 and a half weeks since I felt okay, cheerful but pensive, and it was about three weeks before that that I felt really rather elated. Which is…interesting, I suppose. Actually, going back through what I’ve written sort of makes me want to go back through everything, and make graphs, and find patterns, but I have absolutely no idea what I’d do with the knowledge, and I’m pretty sure that the compulsion will leave me soon.

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Who the fuck knows (or cares)?

Different, anyway. Different is a start, I suppose. Read the rest of this entry »

Forgive me: this post is a little fragmented (a bit like my mind at the moment). I have a few things I’d like to talk about, so please excuse any lack of continuity in my writing. Read the rest of this entry »


My name is Laura. I was once told that I have cyclothymia. This blog is mostly where I write about living as a person with extremes and instability of mood, and the history of a life that led to the development of those symptoms.

I complain a lot, I'm very repetitive, unreliable, and I tend to contradict myself.

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