Loopy, Lonely and Lost

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I’ve changed, so much. Is it possible to de-age? Is it possible to lose sense, to lose reason?

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Earlier, I had a couple of hours of good mood. I was going to blog about how Snack-a-Jacks look like brains.

But my mood has gone down again, so this post is not about snacks that look like body parts. I wish it was. Instead, it’s pathetic and drivelly.

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Posted on: October 8, 2008

It’s all just different kinds of shit. At the end of the day, what’s the difference between my mood being so high I’m incomprehensible and it being so low I can’t get out of bed? Either way, I’m not coping.

But not coping is not an option. Read the rest of this entry »

How I’m feeling now, this is what I call depression.

The hiding, the crying. The fear, the listlessness.

And it’s all the worse for being, at least partly, self-inflicted. Read the rest of this entry »

I feel like I’m in a sort of no-man’s land, as far as treatment is concerned.

This doesn’t really matter, as I’m not planning on going back to see the CMHT, but whenever I consider going back to them, I always come to this conclusion. Read the rest of this entry »


My name is Laura. I was once told that I have cyclothymia. This blog is mostly where I write about living as a person with extremes and instability of mood, and the history of a life that led to the development of those symptoms.

I complain a lot, I'm very repetitive, unreliable, and I tend to contradict myself.

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