Loopy, Lonely and Lost

Posts Tagged ‘cyclothymia

I’m alright now. A bit low, a bit teary, nothing serious. I have an absolute monster of a cold.

This past month or two, my moods have been…extreme. Read the rest of this entry »


I’ve changed, so much. Is it possible to de-age? Is it possible to lose sense, to lose reason?

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Things are better.

Better is good.

But things aren’t good. Not yet. Read the rest of this entry »


Posted on: January 27, 2009

The silence and emptiness and blankness of the past few days have broken.

I want them back. I want a barrier between me and this. I fucking hate it.

I’m just sitting and hiding and crying. I feel like such an idiot. Read the rest of this entry »

I don’t really know what’s going on with me at the moment.

It’s one of those times where I feel like maybe I’m okay now, maybe this is normal, but then I’m kind of struck by fuck, is this all there is? Read the rest of this entry »

Not a lot is going on right now. Uni hasn’t properly started, although tomorrow and Friday will be a bit hectic if I manage to go to everything. Read the rest of this entry »

Needing to cry has started again.

Just that feeling, a pressure behind the eyes, sometimes a little sting. Like eyes are bowls of water in danger of overflowing. Read the rest of this entry »


My name is Laura. I was once told that I have cyclothymia. This blog is mostly where I write about living as a person with extremes and instability of mood, and the history of a life that led to the development of those symptoms.

I complain a lot, I'm very repetitive, unreliable, and I tend to contradict myself.

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