Loopy, Lonely and Lost

The come-down

Posted on: September 20, 2015

It’s like the worst hangover ever.

I guess I’ve had about two weeks of dizzy excitement and energy and enjoyment. Now all of a sudden it’s the middle of the night and I’m crying.

I don’t think I did anything too embarrassing. Mostly just finding stuff funny and having ideas and lots of verbal zig-zagging.

I’m dreading going back to work after the weekend. Let’s be realistic here: I can’t do anything. I have no skills, no drive, no direction. I am stuck and this is depressing.

Generally, I am stuck in all aspects of my life. I don’t feel like anything has moved forwards in such a long time. Years. I know it’s my responsibility to change stuff but I just don’t know where to start.

I don’t really have anything to say.


2 Responses to "The come-down"

I am so with you. Except for the 2 weeks of excitement, because I’ve been stuck in a deep hole for weeks now. No excitement in sight.

& you’re a very talented writer. That’s a skill!

Take care. Avoid holes.

I often wonder if this really is a hangover, I mean if we do have a chemical imbalance in our brains then I don’t see why this isn’t a real thing. I think I must be due one very soon . 😦


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My name is Laura. I was once told that I have cyclothymia. This blog is mostly where I write about living as a person with extremes and instability of mood, and the history of a life that led to the development of those symptoms.

I complain a lot, I'm very repetitive, unreliable, and I tend to contradict myself.

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