Loopy, Lonely and Lost


Posted on: December 2, 2011

The past few days, I’ve been feeling a bit like I’m flying.

I’m sleeping less and less (although I’m trying to rest, trying to have some time of calm, at least), and I’m shaky and jittery and all of a sudden I’m back to being the loudest, most quick-witted, funniest person I know.

It’s not really that I’m acting oddly – just being out-going, making a joke out of everything, laughing all the time. Somehow, it doesn’t feel weird to be sat at work, pretending to be the Pope.

I also feel…full of feeling. I’m very moved by everything. Whenever any of my friends looks unhappy, I’m right there, sympathising and trying to look after them and feeling their pain. It must be annoying – I know I’d be annoyed. But I feel very much like I care about everyone and everything, and I just have to keep touching everyone and calling them pet names and telling them I love them.


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My name is Laura. I was once told that I have cyclothymia. This blog is mostly where I write about living as a person with extremes and instability of mood, and the history of a life that led to the development of those symptoms.

I complain a lot, I'm very repetitive, unreliable, and I tend to contradict myself.

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