Loopy, Lonely and Lost

Posts Tagged ‘mood swings

Looking to the near future.

Posted by: Laura on: September 29, 2009

It’s now officially the day I go back to uni.
I’m so scared it hurts, I feel all twisted and wound up inside.
I have so many plans, mostly involving being super-organised and completely un-Laura-ish. The truth is that being Laura-ish hasn’t really made my life any easier these past few years, so perhaps it’s time to [...]

A blog of two halves.

Posted by: Laura on: September 27, 2009

I have, I suppose, two main things to write about tonight. And it seems pointless to write about them as two separate posts. So I’m shoving them together, whether they belong together or not.

A vague attempt at actually writing something.

Posted by: Laura on: August 18, 2009

Since more or less everything I’ve written here lately has been along the lines of “waaaaaaaah! I’m saaaaaaaaad!” I thought maybe I’d write here when I feel okay. Don’t worry, though, fans (?) of complaining. There’ll be plenty of that, too.
All in all, right now, I’m pretty chirpy. And within that general pretty-chirpiness, there’s a [...]

End!

Posted by: Laura on: July 31, 2009

Exclamation marks are so much more jolly than full stops, aren’t they?
Nothing has changed, but everything has changed. I feel so very different.

Notes.

Posted by: Laura on: April 14, 2009

I’ve got a new charger (hurray!) and it seems to be behaving itself (fingers crossed), so hopefully I am once again amongst those lucky people who have computers. I’ve been going out of my mind without computer access – the internet can be a great distraction. So without it, I’ve been reading more, talking more, [...]

Disheartened.

Posted by: Laura on: February 24, 2009

I feel so grumpy. Just generally irritable and pissed off.
I stayed away from people all day because I knew I’d probably end up being a bitch to them.

Not good.

Posted by: Laura on: February 7, 2009

I accidentally almost called this post “not goo”, which is technically true and a bit more entertaining, but, well…I suppose I’m just a stickler for keeping with my original intentions.
Things are not going well. I really, really, really do not want this.

Snap

Posted by: Laura on: January 27, 2009

The silence and emptiness and blankness of the past few days have broken.
I want them back. I want a barrier between me and this. I fucking hate it.
I’m just sitting and hiding and crying. I feel like such an idiot.


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My name is Laura. I am a 21-year-old student. I have cyclothymia, which is apparently developing into bipolar disorder. I love books, music, films, and making a fool of myself with my friends. If you want to say something private, feel free to email me at: loopylonelyandlost@yahoo.co.uk web analytics

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