Posts Tagged ‘happiness’
Good day
Posted by: Laura on: October 12, 2009
A conversation in the kitchen. All of my parts are spoken really quite quickly.
Me: (rambling on about something or other)…I like friendliness!
Flatmate: Yeah, I’d noticed…you’re very bubbly.
Me: What, in a bad way?
Flatmate: What? No -
Me: Because someone can be bubbly like…nanananana (doing a little dance), but bubbly can also be like…NANANANANANA (doing a more aggressive [...]
Good day.
Posted by: Laura on: September 4, 2009
Hurray!
Once again, nothing has changed, but everything has.
I have spent…well, quite some time, I think, before today, genuinely considering and planning and fantasising about my death. How long, I don’t know. Looking back through this blog tells me it’s about 2 and a half weeks since I felt okay, cheerful but pensive, and it was [...]
Oh, I don’t know.
Posted by: Laura on: June 8, 2009
I really kind of have no idea how I feel or what I’m doing or what the hell’s going on.
Just saying hello.
Posted by: Laura on: June 5, 2009
….Hello.
Things are going pretty well for me. There’s the slight worry that I’ve failed all of my exams, but I can’t do anything about that now so I’m not really thinking about it.
The past week or so has been filled with good times. I’ve been spending a lot of time with my flatmates, endless games [...]
My exams are over!
Posted by: Laura on: May 29, 2009
I had my final exam this morning.
I only slept for half an hour last night (well, this morning. It was after dawn [don't worry, the night before I had about four hours' sleep, so despite not sleeping at all the night before that, I have in fact recently had some sleep. A little.]).
I think it [...]
Super.
Posted by: Laura on: May 27, 2009
Just a quick post. Everything is still fine, better than fine in fact.
I had an exam today. I didn’t sleep at all last night, spent most of the evening talking, talking, talking, then when everyone went to bed I tried to sleep (honest!) but it just didn’t happen so I got up. Doesn’t seem like [...]
Oh, okay.
Posted by: Laura on: May 26, 2009
I’m fiiiiine.
Excellent!
Spent most of last night weeping to myself and writing suicide notes. Then, around about midnight, I decided to see if there was anyone around, just so I could sit in someone’s company (not that I’ve felt like doing that for days) and I got caught up in a hilarious conversation about totalitarianism (no, [...]
Good, but…
Posted by: Laura on: March 17, 2009
There always is a but, isn’t there?
The past few days have been fantastic. Things are still fantastic. I am happy.
Wonky.
Posted by: Laura on: March 7, 2009
Everything is out of balance. Not just in me, but in everything. Nothing is consistent. Nothing stays as it is or follows understandable rules.
What people think.