Posted by: Laura on: August 31, 2009
I’m frightened, all the time. I’m panicking. I feel it in my chest, like somebody’s sitting on me, or like there’s a hand wrapped around my heart, squeezing all the life out of me. I’ve been grinding my teeth, giving myself headaches.
Posted by: Laura on: August 30, 2009
“I’m worried about you…you haven’t been out with your friends recently. If there was something wrong, you’d tell me, wouldn’t you? You know I love you, don’t you? And I’ll be there for you, and you can tell me anything.”
Then, five minutes later, when I declined a cup of tea -
“STOP BEING SUCH A MISERABLE [...]
Posted by: Laura on: March 27, 2009
I am so fucking angry.
It was a nice, normal day, until
Posted by: Laura on: March 27, 2009
Edit: Sorry, the title of this post makes it seem much more cheerful than it actually is.
(Unrelated to anything: can you have a single mump?)
Thanks for all your nice messages following my previous post. I’m mostly better now, I just get tired and a little headachey if I have a long day. So, that’s okay.
Posted by: Laura on: March 23, 2009
Why is it so easy to say, “Fuck off, I hate you”, with a smile and a wink (or even with a straight face – preferably, but not essentially, if people know I’m joking), but so difficult to say, “Hey, flatmate…? Please stop mentioning the fact that I have another year to go at university. It [...]
Posted by: Laura on: January 20, 2009
I don’t know if how I’m feeling now is a sign that I’m getting irrationally angry, or if people really are that infuriating.
Posted by: Laura on: January 17, 2009
You might want to ignore this. It’s self-indulgent twaddle.
Posted by: Laura on: December 28, 2008
I am angry.
I know I talked about this in my last post, but guess what, I feel like talking about it again.
Posted by: Laura on: December 25, 2008
It’s exactly twelve minutes past midnight, so it’s officially Christmas Day.
Happy Christmas! (And if you don’t celebrate it, I hope you have a good day lounging around with nothing to do because everywhere is closed.)
What people think.